hi there im claire i have mild cerebal palsy in both my legs i have had this since i was born was diagnosed when i was 6 years old had an operation to stretch my tendons when i was about 8 and had physio and support till i was about 12 years when i started high school.
i have been bulied all through school when i was growing up as i was different to all the other children at my school i went to a mainstream school as i was only mildly affected which means i have poor balance and co-ordination and i walk on my tip toes.
from the age of 12 i decided i didnt want to be treated anymore and was taken off the care plans and i managed to get through high school ok it was difficult but i managed to somehow fit in. i went to college at 16 and studied childcare for 2 years then went on to do health and social care for a further 2 years
once i had finished college i had my first summer job at a sealife centre just general duties in the shop and i worked in the activity area with the children,after about 3 months i started noticing the pain in my legs as i was standing all day this was making me feel very uncomfortable and it started to stress me out.
neways i plucked up the courage to go to the doctors which i hadnt been for a long long time since i was a young kid and they put me on the sick due to the pain i had been in and refered me to a physiotherapist and the hospital. i had a few physio sessions and waited about 6 months for my hospital appointment where the consulant told me there was nothing else he could do to help and said they would provide sum shoes to help leviate the pain so i was then refered to an orthotic specialist where they made me sum boots which took about 6 months to actually get as they had to be sent back several times for adjustments when i finally got my boots they cut the back of my ankles so i didnt really wear them.
in may 2010 ii moved up here to newcastle u.k to be with my partner and have since been to the doctors about the pain i am in with my legs and walking i have been refered to physiotherapy again and am currently having sessions to help my balance i have seen the specialist doctor and they told me i may have the option of surgery again so i am currently waiting to see a specialist.
[/size] the main reason i am on here is that i am now finding it difficult to cope with the pain im in and with walking and the emotional strain it is causing me people dont seem to understand how i feel and how difficult im finding simple things at the moment and i am actually quite scared of what is going to happen next,i have always been such a positive person and never given up on ne challenge or task but i finding this really difficult and woud just like someone who may be expieriencing or have expierienced the same thing to talk to. thanks for reading this ne posts would be helpful thanks
claire =]


